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Monday, February 08, 2010 -- 12:06:33 AM
伤人的话

言者无意，听者有心。人往往不经意的说出自己爽的话而忽略了关心你的人的感受。关心我的人很多。我也说过伤人的话。受的时候不经意，直到对方说了句，“你知道你刚刚说的话很伤人吗？”才知道说了不该说的话。。

说话很容易。想收回伤害人所说过的话却很难。。可能是一年，两年，八年，也近乎不可能。。简单的一句话也可能在信中打了个结。解铃还须系铃人，系在心灵上的铃一天不解，它一天就会以心中的铃声勾起记忆。。直到习惯了它的存在。

几天前随性地一句感慨，引发了好友对我的关心。。谢谢你们 =)



我。。渐渐习惯。

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Tuesday, February 02, 2010 -- 11:30:34 PM
兄弟的婚礼

12月22日晚上从马来西亚回来新加坡，隔天23日一大早就开着车前往好朋友的家当兄弟迎亲。23日早我是起不来的。。志伟还得打电话到我家里把我叫醒=X 不好意思哈哈.. 不过还算赶得及=P


兄弟团势待必发~ 新郎住武吉巴督，新娘住后港。怕会塞车所以一个小时半前出发..


结果塞车不严重，还有时间喝杯茶吃个包子=X 司机，新郎的大哥还有另一个兄弟也到了。还有时间拍照哈哈..


古人言，为兄弟两肋插刀.. 没想到来到近代还得吃虫子踹门？超恶心的..


兄弟姐妹们~ 一人一个不要抢哦.. 哈哈.. =X


这张照片的意境就是.. 两个人在一起的背后是一条抖斜的道路，必须携手同心一起走。


当晚的晚宴司仪就是我们了。我当然是负责华语的部分咯 =P 虽然有忘词但还是能化险为夷.. 哈哈..


晚宴结束即是另一段精彩的开始.. 闹新房的兵器送到.. 哇哈哈..

结果新郎被我们灌得半醉。。他的丑相我就不便放于此。。我的酒量还算不错但由于需要开车所以我也没机会和新郎斗酒。。

要是能痛快地和上几杯那该多好。。


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Thursday, January 21, 2010 -- 12:17:11 AM
PENENG TRIP 2009


Visiting Peneng had been a yearly event since 2005.. Same goes to year 2009.. This year round is my first time taking a flight there haa.. reason being i am accompanying one of our tour mate TJ for the flight and the rest departed by car to peneng the night before.. we trying to make it for the 学记orientation camp fire night..

Its an hour journey and took alot of photos, eating tibits TJ bought from China.. haa.. imported from china and exported to Malaysia and into my stomach along the way in the plane..


I booked this 2 room suite at a price of 400rm per night. shared cost by 5 person means SGD30+ per person per night and we get to stay together! haa.. so worthy.. best of all.. the interior is nice and luxurious!


omg.. look at the sea view jacuzzi bathe tub.. im the only one whom get to enjoy it haa.. that was when everyone was sleeping.. and i sneaked into the gals room using the jacuzzi from 12.30am to 2am+ haa.. MZ was so jealous .. guess everyone was too tired after returning to the hotel everynight.. we didnt even get to party or play cards .. didnt play bridge..

there was one night i even doze off without removing my contact lense!! i was just too tired and doze off while waiting GH to finish bathing.. woke up 4am+ to remove my contact lense.. got to let my eyes to rest awhile as i forgotten to bring my spectacle haa.. without contact lense means i pratically cant see anything =X actually TJ said she saw me lying on bed while GH happily covered himself with blanket then she just walked off without waking me up -_-" saying dont want to disturb my sleep haa.. she was so bad didnt cover blanket for me haa..


back to the same old school.. 韩江小学


the school still look the same inside..


and the same old colour chairs.. which me and MR used to chat throughout the night hearing me pouring out my silly thoughts haa.. and she was laughing away how native and childish i can be.. well. . those were the days.. and i simply loves these chairs.. there were full of memories..


This is the 学记orientation camp banner for this year..


saw an old friend.. knew her since year 2005 when im in their committee for the malaysia 全国营.. of course she still remembered me and my name as well.. super touched..


nice satay.. omg.. i feel like eating satay now.. one of my favourite food.. heh..


we visit the peranakan museum in pepeng.. the palce where the famous little nonya tv series was filmed..


this interior look some what familiar from this angle right? i remembered seeing this scene from this angle on tv also..


saw a beautiful model posing for photoshoot there.. probably a mixed blood model..


taking mirror reflection of ourselves.. the result looks good also.. 镜里镜外总相宜..


big big door.. omg im so tiny..


this is known as the chatting chair or the kissing chair.. convenient to talk and to kiss.. although i very much to have a picture of myself with the chair.. but i really dunno to ask who to take the picture together with me haa.. very inappropriate for me to ask either TJ, MZ or CH.. er.. please dun think about GH..


a group picture of 5 of us in the museum.. its the only group picture we took togther bah..


coffee and chocolates can easily win my heart haa.. saw an interesting coffee cafe sign board =P


saw this lovely bear bear in a car while im walking on the street.. now that i think of.. my car is so empty.. haa..


saw a 新加坡药房 -_-"


and out of no where.. a cow on a glass patch..


the 极乐寺.. visited every year.. from without the shelter until a shelther had been built..


to the sea side at queensbay.. i love the ocean.. i did went to east coast park alone, sitting on the waterbreak, looking at the vast ocean when feeling emo.. the ocean seems to make my problem seems so tiny..


crossing the peneng sea to george town.. its a yearly thingy too haa..


drinking nice coconut juice and simple meal at thai border..


another ocean pic with sands just outside the beach of Peneng hardrock hotel.. GH seems not interested in taking photo of himself but i think he enjoyed helping us to take photos haa..


i wana play this guitar!! haa.. after back from Peneng, sudden i have the urge to play guitar and i bought one at $200+..


the same steamboat and we deliberately picked the same table position as last year.. celebrating 冬至 as well.. eating meatballs haa.. the meat balls really nice..


very unworthy breakfast.. GH said it cost only $2+ in his parent's cafe.. the food served is so different than the picture in the menu!! domes somemore.. i wonder is it the same as the domes in singapore branch..


a long journey to malacca and had our late lunch here..


the famous chicken rice ball :) nice nice.. chicken rice is also one of my favourite food.. its 2am le.. omg so hungry now..


durian chendol.. creative packaging.. me and TJ played with the packaging haa..


the famous landmark in malacca.. MZ said i pose like those in the 70s 80s era.. -_-"

and then all the way back to singapore around 9pm+.. a fruitful and interesting 4D3N trip.. i just hope the trip can be longer and dont wish to come back so early.. haiz.. thats always the case when im travelling..

looking back my previous Peneng Trip..
[ peneng 2005 | peneng 2006 | peneng 2008 ]

i really grew older each year..

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010 -- 9:08:55 PM
我的心太乱

最近陪哥哥在“弹唱人”音乐学校上歌唱班。我选唱小刚的歌.. 很久以前就很喜欢这首歌。早期和我唱K的朋友都一定会听到我点这首歌的.. 哈哈.. 然后就会取笑我说我在唱自己的歌.. 只因名字都有个“刚”

老师对记歌词还蛮讲究的。。我也努力地在背歌词。。

最近唱着唱着，对歌词越来越有感觉。也霍然发现，我的心也蛮乱的。。

仍然幼稚的我就像个迷路的小孩，没有个方向。。

《我的心太乱》

夜里难以入睡用什么可以麻醉
情绪太多怎堪面对
不是不要你陪有些事你无法体会
卸下了防备孤独跟随

我想要一个自己的空间
能够好好想想我们之间的明天
如果爱情不如我们想像的甜美
那么所有的罪让我来背

我的心太乱要一些空白
你若是明白让我暂时的离开
我的心太乱不敢再贪更多爱
想哭的我却怎么哭也哭不出来

我的心太乱要一些空白
老天在不在忘了为我来安排
我的心太乱害怕爱情的背叛
想哭的我像是一个迷路小孩

迷路的小孩